mardi 20 janvier 2009

i'm living in a house full of people, full of noises and where you can never get bored! but none of these people know what's going on inside of my head, no one can expect what i can do, and when i do something, no can have a reaction, because no one knows me the best!
when i'm in trouble i can't tell, when i'm happy i can't tell, when i want something i can't tell, when i'm hurt i heal my wounds in silence or just wait for them to heal alone.
i live alone, in a house full of people, i laugh with them, i eat with them i do everything with them, but no one can see me, i'm like a ghoest, but a visible one!
i've had so many hard moments in my life, but never felt as alone as i feel now, i have a big problem, but i still have the smile on my lips! i'm not sure i'll be able to make it! but it worths trying, still got hope and faith. i feel this aweful pain in my body, a phisical one, not emotional though! i pray god day and night for salvation, i know he hears me and sees me that's what's keep me standing on my feet!